change we need

The world is cryptic

hiding inside the unknown

The reality which is ugly

The worst is approaching

As directions are changing

changing for unwanted destinations

Its pace is fast and gait attractive

A new way is needed

A new path is needed .

and followers to be directioned.

The new direction leading to a balance

A new support to uplift

as we want to see a new sun.

Need

My eye lids are too heavy to open
But tears find their way out.
The noise around me is senseless.
The crowd around me is alien
Standing in the corner behind the rails
Watching the nomads in grave.
But the fake smile still on
The coins in pocket still shine.
I’m afraid of the fear
I pray for the end
Patience for improvement exhausted.
Fresh souls need healing
New blood needed to flow
Directional strength to work miracle
But the dogma of fittest still exists
The blind race of slacks is on.
The destination is ignorance .
But eyes have to be opened
The load have to be brought down
In hope to see the new dawn.

Mad world around

I am sitting here at the stone

At the corner of the street

Above me the lights,and flies on my head.

I see people running after their life

Trying to catch it.control it

In hope of living it

The life,no less than of nomad

The nocturnalness engulfing the dark

The world full of evil

Still we dare to call world beautifull

The world full of rapist

Still so pure.

The life full of miseries and hopes

Still it seems so serene

Is it we are optimistic or blind

Trying to ignore our deedds

Trying to ignore the present.

But still we hope for the bright future

Still believing inthe god

He becomes the originator and spectator too

Drenches the earth with cold blooded liquid

Forgetting about animals and nature

The spectators will never forgive us

The guilt still not in oureyes

The greed dwells and erodes for more

The hope starts to stop it

To start from where ,the end is endless

It seems human is forgetting being human

But still calling ourself Human beings

Escaping

I have been away from the city tantrums for past 1 1/2 years and now whenever i come back to my city-Delhi i find it MAD.My perception toward the whole city style and life standard have changed.I now think that being loaded with the label tages from the top to bottom no longer defines or reflect the quality and quantity of the happiness.
Today commersalisation has become to much graved and evident.Every city ,every road no matter you are on some national highway or anyother place,noone is left unaffected and this has created a kind of rat race that evrybody is trying to follow with their eyes closed.We see one advertisement on idiot box,and the next second we want that.that iodiot must be really intelligent!!And what is mor depressing is in all this tantrum we forget about the problem,the real problem faced today.Sex trafficiking.global warming,economic instability.terrorism,extortion.riots etc.We are loaded with them,but still we like to spend time in some coffe shop or some bar deinking away or smoking away,being deaf ans insensitive to evrything around and walking away with the flawless gait from the reality

Suppression

The female sex is always considered a weaker sex.But why?Is it because we are physiacly weak,Then what about ladies like Malleswari.Till now females are not respected for their work .Work can be any types irrespective of the money it draws in.Just because a female is sitting at home it doesnt mean she is good for nothing.She still is a human wh has need and the biggest needs being respect.A persn who is deprived of respect by th society does not participates in the various decision making activities.Is male sex scraed of this or they have just started takinh female for granted.For the majority of men females are nothing but a thing they can entertain themselves sometimes whenecer they feel.What is more grose is they feel they can have it with any feamle they want.Most of them are not able to follow it but they do fantasis about any female they what.Well nobody's imagingination can be controlled and this proves males do not consider females as a respectable human.This character is persent in most of the men irrespective of their eduaction qualification.This situation exists since Homo sapiens hadnt evolved,they were still stuck in evolution somewher in ramapithicus or Australopithicus.Females were not considered good hunters and thus were left home for taking care of the children.But as human evolved physiologically,the basic chauvinistic character dint change.Sadly nature dint worked on it.Even today also most of the men want brides who can stay at home and take care of his parents and children and most importantly not bothering him in this daily life.Well the situation is been like this for ever ,just changing the stages,But still i hope someday men will start respecting women and then no more groups called feministic groups will exist.

Remorse

I sat by the corner of my bed
With the ache in my heart
For the pain I had given.
I use to be morning light
He told me once.
I use to be fresh breeze
He told me twice.
And I use to be his asset
He told me always.
But i lead him for funeral.
The permanence of pain will never evaporate
The permanece of guilt will be eternel.
Life is evasive for what i ask
conflict between self denial or betrayal.
It leaves me weak
The funeral will be remainder
of righteous conflict.
Its memories will be resuscitated
Till the pain evanesence forever

infidelity

How far is infidelity be tolerated?or can it be really be tolerated.Well when im saying inifidelity it doesnt really mean its dictionary terms.But i think when you break somebody's trust having sex is the last act to do to be totally be hated for.Well coming back to the question,i guess it would depend from person to person.But the consequences seems too be similar with all.Constant fear and insecurity are the direct consequenses.Also there is a dilemma that what made you to do it,why couldnt you stop it.And when the situation becomes very difficlut to handle or some time its out of control,its too late.All or the sudden life become so evasive.You can feel things being eroded and strings breaking.The pain which arises makes every ache tolerable.You want to resuscitate life and make everything as normal as you can which can reduce the pain if not totally eradicate it.To make it worst you feel guilty.The whole collectin- pain,remorse,embaresment and fear is enough to make anybody cry out loud.When it is limited to yourself,you have a constant believe that one day evrything will be fine but the moment things are out of control-life changes in a microsecond.When the betrayal it limited ,you always have a choice of choosing one of the two,or three or more in a worst case.But once the cat is out of the bag,nothing is left.There are eyes looking deep in you soul asking why???It seems even strangers are raising voice.
Is the sin so huge that it can take anybody's life?The love still exists.All that happened was a space was created in a week perplexed heart.Obviously if the grotesque consequence was known,then it wouldnt have happened.
The self believe that you can control the epidemic makes it worse,also the weakness in confronting the broken hearts stops you for any remediation.